Darkness Fills My Days

from ATA (Demo) by Addicted To Anaesthesia

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Andy Don't normally buy singles. I await an album but not sure when this lovely track will grace one. Orwell described life in Oceania as controlled insanity and that is what this track brings to mind. You feel the pain and the total loss of hope which reminds the listener of where we are now .... in a place where doublethink is alive and well. Again, another wonderful soundtrack for our dystopian times.

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lyrics

Day by day,
I don't feel my skin in the same way,
Razors or lies,
In my soul are possessed by,
This sense of void
Pills for don't follow
The hand that hurt
Myself out of control.

Darkness fills my days
It’s the greatest impact
To feel attacked
By the blinding blaze

I'm drowning in my own thoughts,
I fall deep within them,
I've lost my mind,
There’s nothing left,
In a continuous wave of distorted thoughts,
I start to say goodbye to everyone and everything.

Distorted thoughts,
(I'm drowning in my own thoughts).
Ignite my impulsiveness,
(I fall deep within them).
I fall apart.
(I've lost my mind, there's nothing left)
Predicting the inevitable
(In a continuous wave of distorted thoughts)

I start to say goodbye to everyone and everything,
Everyone and everything.

I say goodbye to all the agony,
I say goodbye to life,
to life.

credits

from ATA (Demo), track released March 15, 2021
Ash M.- Vocals/Drums/Bass/Keys/Lyrics
Ritchie Ontiveros - Session Guitarist

Guests:

Tenebra (Dreariness) - Lyrics/Vocals
Kryptorgeist (Depersonalisation, Psuchagōgoi, Nebula Mori) - Vocals

Mixed & Mastered by Tótem Prods (Huiso Saldaña)

Artwork by Jesh. (FotoMezca)

Special thanks to Depressiona and Unknown for helping in the composition and process of this song.

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